Saturday, July 2, 2016

GLOBAL CHICKEN LITTLES



What’s happening on social media has been bothering me for a long time.   Although I’ve alluded occasionally to the personal feelings of frustration and anxiety caused by it, I haven’t written much about it.  Now that it’s spilling out onto the streets of the “real world” big time, however, I believe I need to try harder.

The first time I noticed it, about eight years ago, the “crime” was perpetrated within a closed social media group I administered for writers.  The purpose of the group was to share with one another our experimentation with the written word.  Creative minds experienced with the use of prose could “safely” try their hands at poetry or vice-versa.  Constructive criticism and collaboration was welcome in the form of comments upon a post.  It seemed such a lovely, supportive little group, promoting exploration and self-confidence.  Until someone began plagiarizing the work of others; copying the images and feelings created by another’s words and pasting them elsewhere without permission or attribution.  I was shocked by the theft.  We were, I’d thought, a happy little community of like minds.  As writers, we knew what plagiarism was.  I hadn’t thought one of us would do to another in a virtual environment what he wouldn’t dare to do in the “real world”.  As administrator, I exiled the “criminal” but the damage had already been done.  No one was ever as confident again that personal thoughts and feelings expressed as art would not be stolen.  Several of the published authors left the group, trading the joy of experimentation for the certainty of copyright protection.  Looking back on it now, how tame was the “crime” that had so shocked me!

The next time I noticed it, about seven years ago, the “crime” was to do with personal grievances about how “they” were colluding against “our” culture.  Social media was blowing up with all these “warnings” that we couldn’t wish one another “Merry Christmas” anymore, “In God We Trust” was being removed from our money, and “they” were going to confiscate our guns.  I asked several people WHO had ever told them it was wrong to wish someone – anyone! – “Merry Christmas”.  Had a single person been told by another, “That offends me because I’m Jewish” or “Please don’t say such a thing to me because I’m atheist”?  Nope.  Not a one.  But every December that same trash is tossed up as a warning.  Last time I checked, “In God We Trust” was still being printed on my money.  What about yours?  As for Democrats coming for our guns … I’m an Independent but I’ve voted for Democrats just as I’ve voted for Republicans.  I own a gun.  I have a carry permit.  Mine’s still in its holster.  Please tell me which of you has had your legally obtained and registered weapon confiscated because I’ve got your back and will support your rights enshrined in the U.S. Constitution.  Oh, I see.  None of the Chicken Littles has had that happen, either.  But for seven years, that warning has repeatedly been sounded.  As recently as … huh … last week.  Still going strong, despite it being total bull doodoo.

The next time I noticed it, about six years ago, the crime (and this time it isn’t in quotation marks because no one can argue it wasn’t criminal) originated in a role-playing game.  One faction was at virtual war with another.  Happens all the time and it’s even kind of fun when confined within pixels.  Most of the players continued to treat one another as normal outside of the game.  We were still friends on social media, even with those we’d never met in real life, and even while in bloody opposition within a fantasy.  But there were those few who knew no boundaries.  Lies were spun about the personal lives of players, citing their real (rather than game character) names, and posted as truths.  If the lies were debunked or the liars called out as comments on the offensive posts, the comments were deleted by the spinners of lies but the posts remained, poisoning in one way or another everyone who saw them.  Accounts were hacked.  Fake accounts were set up in the names of real people, complete with altered photographs.  Yes, they were removed by the watchdogs of social media – once reported and investigated and after several weeks had passed.  And I’m not talking about mild little character assassinations like, “So and so pretends to like apple pie but in reality thinks all the world’s orchards should be torched.”  I’m talking about big, dark lies like, “So and so, a peewee ball coach in his spare time, likes little boys way too much.  He was caught abusing one but bought his way out of a conviction so preys on.”  Reputations, both personal and professional, were damaged and in some cases destroyed.  About a year after I left the game in disgust and blocked those who knew no bounds, I heard that one of the destroyed ones won a libel case against one of the liars.  It was a small victory and one that wasn’t even as effective as a Band-Aid on a gaping wound.   “Shocked” by that entire experience is far too minimal a description of what I, relatively personally unscathed (the lies against me were more of the apple pie variety), suffered.  I can’t possibly imagine the grief and devastation experienced by the seriously assaulted.

Since then I’ve been watching lies being posted and shared or emailed and forwarded, mostly unchallenged.  There are some who fact-check and then comment the truth or “reply to all” but even we know that the offense has already been perpetrated ten or twenty fold by the time we’ve been able to respond with evidence to the contrary on the one tiny thread of which we were party.  To be honest, this practice has totally mystified me and is growing worse.  Why, angered by something you’ve read, would you not check its veracity before sharing or forwarding it?  Is this seriously what we’ve become – a global version of Chicken Little screaming to one another that the sky is falling?  Does no one look out his own window anymore? 

And why, oh why, are the ones who pause to investigate being vilified?  I’ve slowed way down in my responses to some of the lies I see on a daily basis, not because I think it’s acceptable to abuse the internet – a global tool for the free sharing of ideas and knowledge – but because I’ve been called the most ridiculous of names for challenging the propaganda.  1) I’ve been called a bleeding-heart liberal (not true, by the way, but I’m warming to the label compared to others).  2) I’ve been told, in citing evidence, that I’m reliant upon statistics.  3) I’ve been called a narcissist who believes only my own opinion is valid and that I’m disrespectfully trampling on the opinions of anyone who believes otherwise.  Opinion?  Seriously?  Since when has responding that something presented as a fact is not true been disrespectful of another’s opinion?  Does no one know the difference between fact and opinion anymore?  The solid line has not only been blurred but totally obliterated by some.  And, yes, the previous sentence is my OPINION based on OBSERVATION of what I’m seeing on a daily basis; observation being the first step of evidence which leads to the production of a FACT.  And finally 4) I’ve been told that I am “naïve” and that I “think too much”.  OK, right back to being shocked again.

But, like the example above about the insanity that grew out of a role-playing game, I’ve been fortunate to have remained relatively unscathed.  I’ve seen people who have weighed in on a discussion with actual evidence being treated far more harshly than the mild criticism I’ve been dealt.  The name calling is atrocious!  I’ve blushed at what I’ve witnessed one “friend” call another.  I’ve shaken my head in frustration over all the “liberals are this” and “conservatives are that” memes.  I’ve been reduced – yes, me, believe it or not – to public speechlessness over a “friend” commenting in a closed group in a entirely bigoted fashion about what millions of people who ascribe to a particular religion “secretly” believe, being aware that this man is neighbors, colleagues, and regularly socially interacts with adherents of that religion.  He knew, through personal experience, that his comment was a lie but he told it anyway.  When I private messaged him in a “how could you say such a thing” fashion, I was told he was “just shaking the discussion up a bit”.  I shook it up by blocking him.  I admit to being passionate, opinionated, loving a good debate, as well as to abhorring censorship.  I draw the line at the totally irresponsible who don’t think about the consequences of their actions, who instead knowingly play on the fears and ignorance of others.  Why would someone do such a thing?  This, to me, is far more outrageous than those ignorantly perpetrating lies they do not KNOW to be lies.

I began to see a correlation between the behavior of some on social media to the behavior that occurs during the weird psychological phenomenon of road rage.  A person is safely distanced from others in a metal pod.  He can see out and others can see in but there’s this metal barrier between him and them.  He feels “free” to (and for some reason I cannot understand, seemingly wants to) totally dehumanize others traveling the same road.  It’s us against them – those in my car against all those in other vehicles.  “They” are assholes who don’t know how to drive.  Look at what “they” just did to me; cutting me off on purpose, slowing down my progress, blatantly disrespecting my righteous route!   If I were in control of a firing squad, “they’d” be the first against the wall!  “They” are no longer people, families, friends, on the same journey I am on.  “They” are the enemy; not real people with real lives anymore.

The same people engaging in road rage, the same people “shaking the discussion up a bit” on social media, the same people forwarding uninvestigated lies through email, have led not only to name-calling divisions on the internet.  It’s on the streets now.  People are baiting and/or physically assaulting one another during and following political rallies.  We’re breaking into “us” and “them” in a very real way now. 

In my experience, it began as a little intellectual theft among the like minded.  “Yes, this belongs to you but I’m going to take it and pretend that it’s mine because I can”.  It grew to lies and deceit against real people who had been opposing factions in a fantasy war.  It devolved into stereotyping others at large – “liberals do this” and “conservatives do that”.  It further downward-spiraled into “You (not just you, a collective member of the liberal philosophy but YOU in particular) do this and think that”.  Most of it is based on a spider web of lies.  One swipe will eradicate it.  But no one’s swiping.

All of this has led to the “politics of grievance”.  You don’t respect my beliefs because you counteracted with evidence, suggesting what I believe might not jive very well with reality.  Instead of thinking about whether or not I’ve witnessed what I’m saying is true or pausing for 15 minutes to research it through an institution I trust, I’m going to dig in my heels and call you a name.  And I’m going to share the lie.  And my “friends” will share it.  And their “friends” will share it.

You’re not real, after all; you’re just someone who has a different opinion on the internet.  You’re not real, after all; you’re just that asshole in the car in the lane beside mine.  You’re not real, after all; you’re just that scum listening to someone I don’t agree with speaking at the rally I’m approaching.

Millions of Chicken Littles screaming that the sky is falling and so few actually looking out their windows, to see that it’s all a great, big lie.

Monday, April 18, 2016

I have a few thousand better suggestions for the use of $200 billion ...


I never really understood subprime loans or hedge funds - much less ISDAs and CDOs - so didn't "get" just how soul-less was the greed behind the global financial crisis of 2007/8 that began here, in America. And then there was The Big Short, which I watched last night. Horrified by lying, self-serving, and deeply corrupt politicians? Pfffttt! Those guys have absolutely NOTHING on the mild-mannered "investment guru" who will smilingly provide you with a mortgage/loan/investment portfolio. How many of those despicable bastards went to jail for the misery of foreclosed homes/disappeared pensions/lost jobs/impoverished lives caused by their greed? Exactly ONE - a single Credit Suisse executive.

The American taxpayer - who'd already paid once for Wall Street's greed - bailed out the the likes of Wells Fargo ($25 billion), J. P. Morgan Chase ($25 billion), Citigroup ($25 billion), Bank of America ($15 billion), Goldman Sachs ($10 billion), Morgan Stanley ($10 billion), US Bankcorp ($6.6 billion), Regions Financial Corp ($3.5 billion), SunTrust Banks ($3.5 billion), Bank of New York Mellon Corp ($3 billion), Key Corp ($2.5 billion), Comerica Inc ($2.3 billion) with even more hard-earned money, which they happily paid to themselves in huge bonuses for having financially ruined so many!
And guess what? The collateralized debt obligation (CDO) was such a tasty morsel to such demons that it has resurfaced - now they're calling it the "bespoke tranche opportunity". Yes, ladies and gentlemen, they erected a tomb stone labeled "CDO" over an empty coffin, reanimating the corpse to use against us yet again!
The causers of such financial tragedy learned nothing from their misdeeds because America's middle class PAID THEM for the fraud they perpetrated against our society. Please understand that the bailout list above is just those whom the Treasury Department propped up with more than a billion dollars each! You can find the full list of to whom we paid out $200 billion here:  click on these words for the bailout list
I have never before been so proud to say that my money is in a credit union! And please ... PLEASE ... do not preach to me again that we as a nation can't afford to help the homeless, decrease poverty, improve schools, repair our infrastructure, or offer sanctuary to refugees fleeing war-torn provinces because apparently we CAN afford to pay $200 billion to unrepentant criminals earning in excess of six figures a year so their companies don't suffer the consequences of their actions. Of course, their clients suffered but, hey, that's how corporate greed works.
Watch the movie. Read the book by Michael Lewis. And by all means factcheck it all because it's entirely possible I left out an equally damning point or two.

Saturday, December 19, 2015

I  LOVE  SATURDAY!

Just in case I have not made myself abundantly clear to everyone who is acquainted with me, I completely adore Saturday!  Saturday is MY day.  I own it.

As much as I enjoy and am grateful for my job (and I really do and am), I don't "work" on Saturday.    In fact, every Saturday, for me, is totally open.  I do what I want when I want.  Oh, sure, sometimes I'm sensible and do things that need to be done but whether I do them at 6:00 am (not at all likely) or at 6:00 pm (and I have been known to procrastinate that long) is entirely up to me.  There are exactly two rules about my Saturday:  no deadlines and no schedule.

Certainly there is no alarm on Saturday.  I wake when I've had enough sleep.  I have breakfast when I feel hungry.  I may choose to venture out or I may decide to be a hermit all day.  My choice because it's my day.

I think every adult needs such a Saturday, no matter on what day of the week it may actually occur.  It seems to me that's the promise we made to ourselves as children - when I'm a grown-up, I'm going to do what I want.  As grown-ups, we realize being a responsible adult isn't always what we expected.  But it can be.  At least one day a week.

Saturday, October 31, 2015


This beautiful piece is called Samhain Tribute and was created by phoenixarisen.  I don't know phoenixarisen but I love the energy portrayed in this art and, even before I was aware of the title, it whispered "Samhain" to me.

As with all holidays, Samhain means different things to different people.  To some it's Halloween, trick-or-treating, a fun festival of dressing up and role-playing a fantasy.  To others it's Celtic New Year, the turning of the wheel, and new beginnings.  To still others it's the thinning of the veil and communication with those who have passed to another type of existence.

To me, Samhain represents a shift in my nature.  For many months now I've been out and about, enjoying to the full the physical resources of the earth - camping, kayaking, picnicking, a little hiking.  I've been an extrovert and very social during the long, warm days.  Samhain tells me it's time to withdraw into myself and begin preparing for winter.  The cold, dark days are, for me, a time of introversion and reflection.  I become much more spiritual.  My social circle shrinks to those who are my family, both by blood and by choice; those who are closest to me and know me best, my clan, my tribe.

During my season of reflection, I will consider the changes that have occurred during the past year, both those I've made and those that have come to me unbidden.  I will think about the meaning of the changes and ponder where they might be leading me.  I will pause at this year's fork in the road, look back upon the route I traveled to arrive at this crossroad, and consider which path to set my feet upon when the earth next thaws.

Samhain blessings to you all.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

OK, so I had a typical day. The only difference, really, was that I happened to be chatting on Fb to someone during a typical portion of my typical day so I told her about it as part of our conversation. She was so entertained by what I told her that I was reminded, as I haven’t been for a little while, of just how … um … “different” I am.

I quit smoking a little while ago. So I’ve gone from having a half hour lunch break and two 15 minute smoke breaks to having an hour lunch break in the middle of my working day. Sometimes I have no problem filling that with shopping or reading or whatever as well as eating my lunch. At other times, I seem to have excess minutes to take advantage of. Today was one of the latter. I’d finished shopping and still had a half hour left. I didn’t want to eat my packed lunch in the grounds at work so I looked for a likely spot to sit in my car, eat my sandwich, and play a bit on Facebook.

I’d noticed a building that looked vacant. There had been a business sign out front but it had been removed. Near the empty sign holder there is a “for lease” sign. So I pulled into the parking lot, wound down my windows, pulled out my phone and my sandwich, and got comfy.

I was Fb chatting away with a friend and former co-worker in London when I realized the wi-fi symbol on my phone was lit. I must have forgotten to switch off wi-fi when I left home this morning. No big deal. Except that the symbol was orange, which it has never been before. So I was curious. I’m often curious. And I can’t seem to ignore whatever has made me curious. I backed out of Fb and entered settings. I was apparently connected to an unfamiliar wi-fi (which I’m guessing explained the odd color of the symbol). Of course I can’t now remember the name of the wi-fi I was connected to. But I was grateful and felt guilty at the same time. I hadn’t intentionally been stealing someone’s signal. I quieted my guilt by telling myself that they should have secured their service before closing up their business.

Then a truck pulled into the parking lot. It backed into a cargo bay and the driver got out, opened the door of the building and began unloading boxes. I looked around. Just two vehicles in the huge car park of what I’d taken for a deserted building. And of course the overactive imagination kicked in.

I studiously avoided looking at the truck any more while speculating wildly about what was going on to the friend with whom I was chatting. As I saw it, one of two things was soon to happen. Either security was going to exit the building, approach my vehicle, and ask me what the hell I was doing, neither a customer nor an employee, making myself comfortable in their parking lot and free with their wi-fi service. Or the truck driver was going to approach my vehicle with a gun and ask me how much I’d seen.

Yes, I know. Totally unlikely, both. And yet I was still half-expecting someone to come over. If the business was still an active one, where had the employees parked? There was something very weird going on here, I was convinced. So, while avoiding being caught actually watching the unloading of the truck, I kept my peripheral vision at alert. There was a lot of empty space between me and the building and, if anyone began strolling in the parking lot, my key would be turned in my ignition and I would be out of there in about 2 seconds flat.

Of course, the friend with whom I was chatting was trying to remain upright in her chair in London while laughing herself silly at my state of alert in Pennsylvania.

While studiously avoiding noticing anything further about the unloading of the truck, I managed to notice a nearby McDonald’s. Even with the windows open, it had gotten quite warm from the Autumn sun in my vehicle. A chocolate milkshake suddenly seemed a necessity before returning to work. So the mystery of the building and all things associated with it disappeared from the forefront of my mind as I drove to the drive-thru for a milkshake. Hence, for several minutes, my friend was left hanging … and apparently wondering if, in fact, I had been accosted in one way or another. When I picked up my end of the conversation again, milkshake half-consumed and back at my desk, she typed to me in rather stern capitals about worrying her like that.

I can only guess that you have to be a writer to understand the way my mind works.